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Okay so, again, watching a bit of Seven Samurai and the fear of having of going school induces badass Mudsie dreams.
It starts out I'm in this hospital (which was actually a secret government organization where they make cool gadgets, the hospital was just a cover) and I had to steal something called 'the Gills' (which actually consisted of two hollow rubber balls attached to medical tubes, I'm not even sure if they worked).
I casually exit and make my way home and pick up a stray kitten along the way (I would probably do this too xT I have an affinity for broken animals) and feed it soup and cookies (of course dumbass Mudsie never actually thought about giving it cat food, right?)
And then the next scene I'm wearing Queen Amidala's clothing which dissolves into my regular clothes. Okay, next, Liam Neeson (who is wearing glasses and those V-neck man cleavage shirts) is front of me and a tight group of the apparent 'bad gaize' is behind me. Mr.Neeson grabs my arm and drags me down a hall away from the group and throws me into a pitch-black room of an old-folks home and tells me to 'stay here and keep "the Gills" safe until I get back', so I'm all: 'LOL, K.' 'COS AIN'T NO ONE GONNA QUESTION LIAM NECK SNAPPING NEESON. So I hang out with all these old people and this one dude who looks like a lawyer or a reporter and they start talking about mercenaries. My last words were: "Liam Neeson is the mercenary".
Oh yeah. Mudsie+Neeson team-ups= FTW
God, Colorgenics creeps me out.
You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.
You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi doesn't seem to work, then try something different.
You give the impression that you are a self-sufficient individual, pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure. But this is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional person, one that may make hasty decisions and perhaps repent at leisure. It is time now perhaps to break the bond of detachment and become the real 'you' - the you that you would like to be.
You are experiencing more than your fair share of stress following an acute disappointment. This may be the result of subconscious conflict between hope and necessity. The tension that you are experiencing following your unfulfilled hopes have given rise to anxious uncertainty. You have no doubt that things could get better in the future and so you refuse to make the necessary essential decisions. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decisions, you are likely to vacillate and concern yourself with trivialities of little consequence.
Whatever you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong and you are now quite convinced that there is little point of formulating new objectives and it is this belief that has resulted in the stress and anxiety. You would like to be able to communicate with other people who think as you do. At this time there seems to be no-one on the horizon nor is there any prospect of meeting anyone in the immediate future. But it must be said that you are really a 'trier' and indications are that you will, as indeed you have in the past, 'bounce back'.
It starts out I'm in this hospital (which was actually a secret government organization where they make cool gadgets, the hospital was just a cover) and I had to steal something called 'the Gills' (which actually consisted of two hollow rubber balls attached to medical tubes, I'm not even sure if they worked).
I casually exit and make my way home and pick up a stray kitten along the way (I would probably do this too xT I have an affinity for broken animals) and feed it soup and cookies (of course dumbass Mudsie never actually thought about giving it cat food, right?)
And then the next scene I'm wearing Queen Amidala's clothing which dissolves into my regular clothes. Okay, next, Liam Neeson (who is wearing glasses and those V-neck man cleavage shirts) is front of me and a tight group of the apparent 'bad gaize' is behind me. Mr.Neeson grabs my arm and drags me down a hall away from the group and throws me into a pitch-black room of an old-folks home and tells me to 'stay here and keep "the Gills" safe until I get back', so I'm all: 'LOL, K.' 'COS AIN'T NO ONE GONNA QUESTION LIAM NECK SNAPPING NEESON. So I hang out with all these old people and this one dude who looks like a lawyer or a reporter and they start talking about mercenaries. My last words were: "Liam Neeson is the mercenary".
Oh yeah. Mudsie+Neeson team-ups= FTW
God, Colorgenics creeps me out.
You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.
You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi doesn't seem to work, then try something different.
You give the impression that you are a self-sufficient individual, pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure. But this is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional person, one that may make hasty decisions and perhaps repent at leisure. It is time now perhaps to break the bond of detachment and become the real 'you' - the you that you would like to be.
You are experiencing more than your fair share of stress following an acute disappointment. This may be the result of subconscious conflict between hope and necessity. The tension that you are experiencing following your unfulfilled hopes have given rise to anxious uncertainty. You have no doubt that things could get better in the future and so you refuse to make the necessary essential decisions. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decisions, you are likely to vacillate and concern yourself with trivialities of little consequence.
Whatever you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong and you are now quite convinced that there is little point of formulating new objectives and it is this belief that has resulted in the stress and anxiety. You would like to be able to communicate with other people who think as you do. At this time there seems to be no-one on the horizon nor is there any prospect of meeting anyone in the immediate future. But it must be said that you are really a 'trier' and indications are that you will, as indeed you have in the past, 'bounce back'.
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frustratedCurrent Music: Let's Dance- David Bowie
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